Son tomorrow will be your Birthday. I will make you a cake and give you my love just as I have done since the day you were born.
Thank you for your LOVE don't know what I would do without it. Also thank you for your "sign" last night. I knew I would hear from you! We have always been so close no one will ever steal that from us. I am a part of you and you are a part of me.
You and I both love not only each other but the rest of the family too. I know if you had not died too soon you would have made such a great difference in so many lives.
Your children are fine, she gave them another father. His life is much different than what you would have taught but I guess you know that too.
Just before your passing you were worried about your daughter and son.
They have a whole new set of values now. If only you could have hung on a little longer you could have taught them so much about LOVE loyality faithfulness and concern for the welfare of others who are less fortunate than them.
Thank you for the lessons you taught me Tina and Jon. You always made such an impact in OUR lives. So many beautiful memories so many beautiful things you have done to make other's happy. You always thought of others BEFORE YOUR OWN SELF AND YOUR OWN NEEDS that we will remember forever. I know you are watching through the holes in heaven. I know you are HERE thanks to your "signs". Too bad I can't share them.
LOVE is what you left behind. I will ALWAYS cherish YOU as MY precious SON and LOVE you more than you will ever know.
The world is such a different place now as you know. Values have changed there is so much hate and torment here on earth and I know that you are watching from heaven. Jesus taught LOVE and so do you.
Travis there will NEVER be anyone else like you. You are a blessing from heaven at least to ME. I just wish your life here had not ended so soon! Life without you will never be the same for ME.
I carried you beneath my heart for nine months I felt your heartbeat. When you were born I held you in my arms and LOVED you. I raised you to be the wonderful thoughtful man that you are. I held your hand when you needed support I kissed your tears away when others hurt you I raised you the best I possibly could. Then when you were 18 I allowed a Black Widow take your loving heart from those who really love you. I am so sorry she ever came into our lives!
Good or bad no matter what happens in the future we will ALWAYS be together in hearts and minds.
I was looking through your pictures today and remembering. Remember when we threw you a birthday party so big we had to have a hamburger the size of the grill and the bun had to be special ordered from Jacksonville to cover the huge burger? That was so much fun and the look on your face was something else. Jody was there that day and I just talked to him and he said he remembered it clearly. He sends you his love too!
Oh honey there is so much I want to share with you again. As usual I will bake your cake and we are going out to meet with you again tomorrow night. Will you send your message again tomorrow like you did today? Sure hope so.
Travis maybe you can still change lives. Please remove the hate from this world and get someone else to understand they are LOVED ALWAYS. My love is your love lets pass it on OK?
I have read when someone dies they take their love with them. I believe that to be true.
I will see you again soon. Can't wait to see you walk through those clouds with a big grin on your face and your arms outstretched for the welcome home hug.
Please take care of Nicky for us. Give him hugs and kisses for us. No one does it quite as good as YOU!! We are mourning Nick's passing just like we have mourned for you.
MY SON MY LOVE MY WORLD MY HEART we will always have that "special" bond that NO ONE else could ever achieve.
Jon and Tina send their love. Sammy talks about you all the time as we do. Share in our love honey and pass it along as needed.
I LOVE YOU NOW AND ALWAYS.